I've decided that I'm writing in this journal more often. Its very soothing to just get out my angry thoughts on the inside. I mean I still realize that I have stress issues, and I'm going to do something about that but in the meant this will be a nice way to just get everything I'm thinking about on the inside out my brain. Speaking of soothing I started listening to an artis called Priscilla Ahn, I really like her music. Its soft, and melodic and I feel like I can relate to it. Her song lullaby makes me think of a lot of the thoughts I have. Sometimes I just want have a small like cottage in europe with a pretty garden and live a simple life. When I listen to that song, feel extremely happy and relaxed. I need make some serious goals for myself right now though.